What goes around comes around. What goes up must come down. It is very true that every single thing in life has to be well balanced. My last post was about me being very happy and feeling all dandy but yesterday just proved the "karma" theory. Don't get me wrong this isn't about something bad that I did and I'm paying for it now, it's just about me being really happy one day then feeling really sad the next.
Sometimes we can't help but feel that some things are just really too good to be true. So here's the story. I will try to make it as inconspicuous as possible. There's this person who matters to be by association. And I try very hard for this person, who matters to me because of someone I love, to like me but a little birdie in the sky told me that this person has reservations about me. These things that I found out really hurt my feelings because all along I thought that this person really likes me. And the things this person doesn't like about me were really petty little things and it made me re-evaluate every single thing that I do around this said person. I can't help but become paranoid. I keep thinking to myself if the smallest of things tick this person off what more my other antics?
It was a hard couple of days. It's been hard trying to focus on things cause this person is always at the back of my mind. The person that connects us means the world to me and pleasing this other person is essential to me. I guess some of you already have a vague idea of who or what situation I'm talking about. Till the time I sort things out!
-smart aleck
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